1.07.2013

The dreaded.

In my book it's never ever "goodbye" but always "see ya later".
And sadly that time has come. How two weeks have already past is beyond me but it has.
Saturday we began our trek back across the big blue ocean and headed back "home" but it's never easy leaving the ones that I love.

Although I was strong yesterday and on the plane ride back I felt hollow.
Because I didn't shed any tears I thought something was wrong with me.
Had I not appreciated home enough? Was it not how I remembered it?
I even told Stephen that I felt a little guilty as we stood and watched my mom bawl.
But yesterday it hit. When we arrived back at "home" reality dropped like one big emotional bomb.  It was one of those days that, although I'm immensely glad to be with the one that I love completely, it tears me apart to be away from the loved ones that have been such a big part of my life.

Being back home was such an amazing holiday.
My heart is full and my old stomping grounds still have my imprint on them.

I also came to realize that; 
Friends will always be friends despite the distance.
The friendly faces at my favorite coffee stop still remember how to make my drink to perfection.
The strawberries taste just as sweet.
The dirt roads hold so many memories.
Sunshine births smiles.
A puppy's love warms the soul.
Family makes the holidays complete.
And heading back to my hometown will never grow old.

So now it's up to me. I can mope and wallow in my pity party OR make the most of my life abroad.
The latter sounds much more appealing to me :)


There are many adventures to update on but for now, here's to wishing you & yours a very happy start to 2013!

Much love,
T&S
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11 comments:

  1. It took me three years to accept my new home away from home!

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  2. I am sure it's so hard for you. hang in there!

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  3. Praying for an easy transition back for you Tara. I know that has to be hard on you, but you are brave and wise to look for the good in your new "home." Glad you had such a great trip...can't wait to hear about it!

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  4. I have thought about you so much the last few days, wondering how you handled saying "see you later" again. I just can't IMAGINE how hard that is, for all of you. But like you said...you can sit and feel sorry for yourself, or you can look around, count your blessings and remember all the same tears you cried when you were away from Stephen :-) Enjoy all these new experiences and before you know it...you will be visiting home again. Love ya girlfriend...keep smiling!!

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  5. I just found your blog and love it! Such a cute layout and great post. I wish you the best in your journey. Everything happens for a reason!

    Fanny
    www.pinstripedpenguin.com

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  6. I know how it is living away from family too, we aren't near either side and it's so hard! I always tell myself it's just "see you later" as well! :) You look adorable by the way, happy new year!

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  7. i love your outfit tara!! and it is hard being away from family especially when you are an ocean away living an a different country. im glad you had such a great time during the holidays! may they come soon so you can be with your family again!

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  8. Welcome home!! Definitely enjoy your time abroad!

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  9. Just found your blog and fell in love!

    Amber
    http://Myunmaskedlife.blogspot.com

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  10. I can for sure understand how hard it is being away from family but sounds like you have a great attitude and thank goodness for skype/email/blogs!

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  11. Just found your blog, and so glad I did! I hear your heart, and relate so easily because I have a great relationship with my family, and imagine it would be very hard to do what you're doing. You will do great where you are, your attitude seeps from your words!

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Love hearing from you, every thought and sweet note is a blessing. Thanks for being a day maker :)